Respect

How to gain respect from people?

earn it, not force toget it.

get a profession that might get respect, do not really make people respect you.

if you are a doctor, and you do sth wrong to your patient.
another doctor discovered your mistake, and ask the patient to recomfirm sth with you.
if you juz said, don't try to find fault in my clinic, respect me as a doctor harshly to your patient until your co workers can hear.

ha! respect! will just appear in your dream. i really doubt hw profesional are you!

I am nt the kind of people that can really act that i am so polite to any1.

for me, i don't like other people to beat around the bush when talking anything. i don't use flowery words to cover what am i going to tell.
therefore, i will juz express my word straight away.
however, the phrase that says treat other people like what you want other people to treat you really cannot be accepted in my life.
its that i am too odd ot too unique.

whatever, juz forgive. although polite people won't say other people impollite.

i will try my best to forgive, but i need time.

i never have things to make me sad for such a long time. even a very very good news cannot cheer me up. juz for that accusement

对不起，我做不到

当一个人用自己的一套想法，强硬的家在别人身上时，是否会让你觉得不舒服？

我身旁就有这样的一个人，傻得可怜，真得可爱。

可惜，他的想法当中，十个有九个和我的理念相冲。
而且他是一个可以为了个人利益，向钱、权、人和其利用价值而不择手段的人。

我的形容词是很贴切的哦！
他竟然不懂得掩饰自己的企图心，就这样坦荡荡的表现出来。
当别人用试探性的话语时，他竟然毫不犹豫的认为人家在说他并作回应。

很多人多要我容忍他，可是我做不到。
这么大的一个人，还做这样多幼稚的事情。这么不负责任，这么大小姐/少爷脾气（因为我不想让你猜中）......

Surprise!

Tell me one good news and 1 bad news.

Lets have the bad news first.
I fail my maths T. 33 marks.
Actually i can do, but some copy wrong question, some copy wrong figure from the calculator. Padan muka saya.
If i didn't make this mistake, i at least will past.

PA: I only get 64 marks la. the kes ragut 1, i only get 2 marks la. sob.

Good news.
maths T: i am the 2nd highest in the class gok. dunno should happy o sad... lalala

PA: i gt 14 marks out of 15 for my pie chart.

and jaron say i am 1 of the 3 to pass chem in class......hope he won't let me happy kosong. lol, i usually have high hope for chem le. but i dunno what happen to me this time le.

Bio, it is the only ok paper for me in this UB1 la. at least i know what thw ques is asking about. but who knows? We always have a surprising result for bio. Much more better than what u expect or worse.....

I make my class sound very weak hoh?
haih, i .........(speechless)

No title

Recently, i have a bad habit.
I like to do sth stupid.

I always like to "scare" people, but no 1 is scared.
I think someone is going to have eye cramp. cause bai yan flip too much ma.
only william smile nia..... but not scared also. haih........

test start tommorrow. wish me good luck la...... my integration, differential eqn, ionic equilibrium and photosynthesis la.
i still dunno wat happen.

haih, wish me good luck.......

Stupid me.........

U know what happen today?

I was in the car waiting la.
Then, i saw the cigarette lighter ( the 1 in the car taht type).
I wonder hw it work. so i push it lo

at ther some time, i take it out lo........

Here comes the most stupid thing, i touched with my bare hand!

Of course i gt burned la~

The part that "heated" by the lighter...... become white colour....
lalala.... ur skin at the finger part also will turn white. Then baru gt blister......

Hhahaha..... i gt a cresent shape blister......

lalala.... stupid hoh?

Conclude This Week

haih...... Upper 6 now.....

5/1/09: I went to school, sit under the fan. Supposely second row, but nobody sit in front of me. that night, i look in so many book shops to look for tyt chem book la. but dun have. i finish my bio wk/sheet.until 3 o'clock in the morning.... Dr Ooi, I am very sorry, I didn't take my med to day.....

6/1/09: I found out that i really can't remember what i learn in form 5. Yes! its chemistry. I dunno hw to name the isomers..... learn from 0 again..... friday gt test aaaa. Learned about evolution...... Do maths homework lo.....

7/1/09: Have a nice afternoon nap today. dunno Y le, so sleepy everyday.

8/1/09: Die lo..... tomolo test chem la, still dunno anything, no time to do revision gok..... the maths haih! dunno Y do so much oni got 1 correct nia..... lol!

9/1/09: today like that lo, the chem first ques so easy, but 2 marks nia. then do no 2 lo...... Pn Kong Laugh at me le, should say tease la, she say i so careless..... welll, all the maths i do wrong 1 alll bcoz of my carelessness......... lol


dunno will have time to blog or not b4 STPM...... lalala

Intensive修炼闭关启示

本人将于今日起，作为期七天的Intensive修炼闭关，以阔大自己的能力范围，并完成闭关作业。

本来有七七四十九天的闭关期。
荒废了三十几个日子，尝到苦果了。

来到了最后一个星期，决定尽最后的努力，作最后的冲刺。

不便之处，请多多抱憾。没看错，是“抱憾”。

ps: 吃饱闲着，写一通无聊的启示，以代表决心。瞧见可当没看到。

Planning?---- no use

Well, well, well........

Before the holiday starts, i planned everything.
I am going to finish all my homework, then do revision.....

See, every thing is nicely planned....
I even have extra time if i really follow my schedule.

BUT NOW! ITS 10 MORE DAYS TO SCHOOL REOPEN.

you know what have I done?
I jz finished my bio project(still cannot figure out hw to write my confidential report), 1 set of maths T(out of 13 sets)
My books all remain untouched.

I jz knew that i can finish 24 hrs juz doing nth.
i can sleep for 20 hrs continuously, then watch 2 hrs watching tv, 2 other hrs doing nth.......
thats Y i seldom update my blog recently....

Thats hw i spend my holiday.........................

Really hope that holiday never ends...............

Can i finish my homework?
Hope so......

Countdown:
10 more days to my 19th birthday

Still nt So Lucky......................

Modem still nt functioning, can't on9 always.......
Still trying to struggle hard to finish my holidy homework.....

Well, I have really fine plan for my holiday actually.....
But it seems that nth work out.......

the final 2 and a half weeks......
need to work hard to finish my home work........
no time for revision lu.......

i can foresee what reult i will get next yr......
hope it won't bcum true.......

to many ........ ho!
........

BUT! I FINISH THE BIO PROJECT LO!
YEAH!

Hen You Cheng Jiu Gan la!!!!!!!!

We all veli happy le......

hehehe.....

Thats why i say its still nt so lucky.....
Pun Teng wanna pun nt so lucky 1........

Too much ...........
Haih .........

Big Big Unlucky

haiyo, cannot type chinese la.

cause my old old 3 yrs old labtop which operate at least 10 hrs a day, cannot use fix line to go online.
so my dad buy a wireless modem lo, but haven't connect yet.

then hw i come blogging le?
cause i use my sister's new labtop lo.
no chinese gok, lol!

firstly, EXCLAIM my feeling towards the fire in kuching high.
my brother showed me the video he recorded.
he so ....... de bo.
keep filming the fence and smoke nia.
then, ithink he knt watch it from far, then he run to else where.......
but still continue recording.
The tiles are "running".

Next,

i went to training camp.
we had barbeque, eat until so full, nearly vomit.

then the dangerous camp site......
really need to watch my steps while walking.

i am a big bully there............
my victims: sze, jac, jaron, janson.......... and all dear campers

Actually i schedule to do some of my homework there.
but i huang fei xue ye...........

Gambateh me!!!!! Finish Finish homework...........!!!!!!!!!!

o or o

can you show me how you read these words?
gloves, oven onion.

gl"o"ve? "o"ven? "o"nion.

well, i am nt good in english, but at least i know that pronouns as gl"a"ve, "a"ven,"a"nion.

quite annoying when i corrected s/o again and again, please lah!

爱，真的需要勇气

爱有很多种。

记得，有一个人曾经问我，你没有喜欢的人吗？
大把呀！我很爱我的朋友啊！你不爱他们，还把他们当朋友吗？

我知道，她不是这个意思。
可是，我又没想过，一时之间怎么回答？

活在这个世界上，爱情不是唯一。我们还有大把事情好做呢。

世界上，人口这么多，一个人遇上另一个人的几率这么渺茫，要爱上就更不太可能。
即便爱上了，对方也不一定爱你。
就算双方相爱，时机也不一定对。
时机对了，还要有任用勇气表白。
有勇气表白，对方不一定有勇气接受。
对方有勇气接受，以后的日子不一定好过。
日子好过，相爱的心可能会变。
即使不变，可能还会因生活的改变而不得不分开........

既然这样无穷无尽， 为什么要开始呢？

其实，我头一关都不知道过不过得了。
就算过了，
在不知道谁该表白的时候，一定完。

如果我喜欢他，我不会表白。
因为我怕失去一个朋友。

如果他向我表白，无论喜欢或否，我都不会答应。
因为，我没有勇气去面对接下来的一切一切。

以后的我，会更有勇气吗？
我不知道。

朋友，对不起。

Hectic but happy

This morning, pun teng in good mood.
until i walk to kuching high.

They r having prize giving ceremony aaaa. so knt go in, mr bernard say need to wait till the ceremony finish.

haih! if i know earlier, i won't go there so early la!

Luckily, met yan teng, she wanted to look at her bro's performance, but she oso knt go in.
fine lo, then wei chuen and micheal come.
Yes, they knt go in also.
so we chit chatting outside the school gate lo.
so hot wo, still sit at the short wall there.

But this morning so happy aaa.
clean the bio research centre, found out that gt so many people dunno hw to open the fan.
Yes, open the fan, not switch on.
hahaha!

then go to set up the class in U6s2.
waliao, the table all got grease 1. yuck.
then, jaron, florence, and ....(forget is who liao, but i know gt other people)clean it with the glass cleaner.
haha!

After that is zone duty.
I am the first person found the dead snake body, surrounded by ants.
its dorsal pink and ventral white.
everybody who has phone took the picture le, but no 1 post.
then, we ask puan kong to look at the snake.
she juz scream, and ask us, u guys dun scared hah?ya hoh you all bio students.

Well, dead snake wat, so small again.
but she says she scared snakes le.... dunno.
FIRST WITNESS- ME!

heheehe......

Still go watch 2 movies, High School Musical 3 and Butterfly Love.......
Feel so funny when the wildcats can beat the another team even singing while playing basketball.
But i am the only 1 laughing. dunno Y.

Then the Butterfly Love, Wu Chun really improve alot. compare to his tv series.
hehehe

MATHS!!!!!! T more......

Maths T today.
i only know how to do 1/3 + 1/2 + 1 question.
well, those question more than 10 marks..... i dunno hw to do......
but i didn't left it blank.
I want to waste my teacher's time for marking nad anso her energy.....
Hehehe.....

hope I pass.....
(2nd time in my life to set my target this low)

童年日记1 （强调真人真事----不过不保证记忆模糊的那一段）

自找痛苦的烙印

3岁吧，我的右小腿上，烙了一个直径无法消除的烙印。
这么说吧，我太贪玩了。我活该啦！

由于太喜欢摩托车，就把上去骑骑看咯。
那时我妈刚从菜市场回来，排气管还很烫，但四下无人...
我做了我认为对的选择（到现在还是认为对，不然现在没东西写，也没有趣事好分享啦）-----爬上他。哈哈哈！
爬着爬着，突然间觉得小腿上有一阵刺痛（可能还有焦味，只不过我无暇注意）。

糟糕！一定是被烫到了啦！
慢慢走回去，应该不会这么容易被发现。

结果，我在沙发上躺了一天（其实是装睡）。
死命忍着痛，无论如何也不能被发现。（当时还不知道何谓first aid嘛)

傍晚，我爸爸回来了.......
“OOI,吃饭”
不用讲也知道我不会应他（现在想想，也许那时回应他会瞒得过去）
GERAM!他竟然一把 把我拉起来（破功了啦！那时我的伤口已经化脓了）

后来当然是.........

这个经历告诉我，要隐瞒某些东西，别相信那句“最危险的地方是最安全的地方”。

当然，告诉那些我认识的人，我的演技就是那时候开始训练的啦。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈......