To xxx

dear xxx,

i am here just to tell you that, choose your friend wisely.
a friend today might not be the friend tommorrow.

she might be nice to you today, but for me, i can see the motive behind when she did sth.

i think i have done anything i need to do.
if you think that she really worth you sacrifising, just go ahead. anyway, its non of my buisness.

you know that i am so straight forward and blunt, i am lazy to hide the true me behind.
i won't change myself just to get into their group.

but you r nt me..........................

yours sincerely,
yyy

Stand with my own view? EASY TO SAY, HARD TO DO!

I dunno why, i always feel that, the decision that every1 made is nt always right.

I often have my own opinion, usually different from people.

I hate Survival. coz "the tribe speaks"
I hate Devil's Kitchen, coz ur team voted.

The 1 that is being eliminated, is always the strongest among them.
can u see how jealousy works?

i hate this, why can't the smartest win? the 1 that always win, will be the moderate 1, coz the most stupid will be eliminate first(coz thay need to win in a team.) then the smart 1.

i hate this, why must we follow the undercover rules in this society?
why must there people that like to gossip, and still dare to say, "if u didn't do, Y u scared we say"?
Why we must behave like people expected?
Why we are devided in to class and levels?
Why those are not good enough, always choose those who are very good, but the Excellent 1 doesn't even have a choice?
Why we must respect those who are older than you but cannot gain your respect?
why those immoral actions that is practice always will become legal?
Why a person doesn't scared a person with moral and facts, but a person with money and power?
WHY! WHY! WHY!

Since when boys are always better than girls?

I thought, people in olden days think that boys are better and is a leader just because they are stronger.
did you ever heard a guy being raped by woman?

I have a teacher, he always say and highlight that guys are much more better that girls.
he says, "boys can score better without revising". Duh...... i assume i am much more better than most boys i know. may be my circle of friend is not big enough... haha.

take it as a small sample test, my sample speaks.
if guys are always better than girls, why the top 3 in my class are girls?

"boys don't have to do notes, they can copy from the girl classmate" well, does this means that boys depends on girls? lol

"boys are better when they come to form6 and uni" well, i am very sure they are, coz,only those that sre better can enter, doesn't it?

"boys are always better. boys are always.......better" every time he will highlight like that!!!!!!! so................ you also ask me when you cannot get the answer mah! o... you say boys are better, but u no longer boy mah....

ya, the story is, he said he only read the notes his wife copied in university. and he still can score better than his wife. so what! that is ur wife and u. not other people. but are you sure u can do that well if you didn't copy her notes!

sa zhu era is over!!!!!!!!!!

want to know why most influencial people are not woman.
a few reasons:
-man are more fierce and more strength to bully woman long time ago, so some women feel scared in the deep in their heart without knowing why.
-most women are not interested in this wu liao job
-women are too good, so they know shu da zhao feng, so, let the men to take the risk.

well, i only subjected this to those sha zhu i know. most of the guys i knnow are still very sweet and nice.... haha. luckily.....

为什么一定要小数服从多数？

世上那一件事不是这样的？

为什么一定要瘦才好看？
为什么跟不上潮流的就是老土？
为什么字就要照顺序写？就不能用自己的符号吗？
为什么有钱有势的就叫成功？

最不忿的是，为什么在少数人做出对的选择时，还必须被另外大多数的人欺压、帮他们收烂摊子、甚至为那些人牺牲?

大众做的选择一定对吗？
小众的声音注定要被埋没吗？

或许只有当小众的声音变成大众的焦点时，才会被注意到吧......

Respect

How to gain respect from people?

earn it, not force toget it.

get a profession that might get respect, do not really make people respect you.

if you are a doctor, and you do sth wrong to your patient.
another doctor discovered your mistake, and ask the patient to recomfirm sth with you.
if you juz said, don't try to find fault in my clinic, respect me as a doctor harshly to your patient until your co workers can hear.

ha! respect! will just appear in your dream. i really doubt hw profesional are you!

I am nt the kind of people that can really act that i am so polite to any1.

for me, i don't like other people to beat around the bush when talking anything. i don't use flowery words to cover what am i going to tell.
therefore, i will juz express my word straight away.
however, the phrase that says treat other people like what you want other people to treat you really cannot be accepted in my life.
its that i am too odd ot too unique.

whatever, juz forgive. although polite people won't say other people impollite.

i will try my best to forgive, but i need time.

i never have things to make me sad for such a long time. even a very very good news cannot cheer me up. juz for that accusement

演

人生如戏，戏如人生。
这话一点都不假。

我各方面的演技都不错，就差人生这一出。

我是个失败的人生演绎者，永远都没搞清楚，几时该我出场，谁和我演对手戏。

某些人、明明就不如你。可是偏偏戏演得入木三分。
你说，谁厉害？

I HATE YOU

I hate u! I hate u! I hate u! I hate u! I hate u! I hate u! I hate u! I hate u! I hate u! I hate u! I hate u!
U think u are so cool? NEH!
Try to amaze other people by asking those lalala questions? Lol!
Want to let everybody knows that u knew as much as the teacher? Why come to school then.

U selfish, self-centered, annoying………
I AM ENOUGH OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!
Don’t try to be smart!
Please look at the mirror before you make comment!!!!!!

踏脚石、绊脚石

什么是踏脚石？
就是帮你比较容易达成目标的人、事、物。

什么是绊脚石？
就是让你不能或很难达成目标的人、事、物。

我弟弟今天实在太有智慧了，说了一句“踏脚石摆得不好就变成绊脚石了”，这么有哲学的话。

的确，每件事都有正反两面。物极必反。只不过这句话有点悲观。
何不换成“绊脚石说不定会变成踏脚石”

你怎么看呢？

旧闻:EARTH HOUR 60

你有关灯吗?
你有关灯吗?
你有关灯吗?
你有关灯吗?

没有!

你不是很提倡环保吗? 怎么不关?

拜托! 我有必要跟风,在每个人关时,我也关啊?
那只不过是要让每个人知道, 你环保!!!!!

最呕的是,竟然有人说:"我关了灯之后,就数数看到底有谁没有关"

你!$%^&(8&%$##$@@@!@!

我当天是没有在那段指定的时间关灯, 那有怎样?
我每天都把不必要的电源关了! 你有做到吗?

尤其是那些每天浪费电源的,竟敢说这种话!!!!!
你跟放火烧自家屋子, 然后送一杯水来, 再看看谁没来帮你救火一样嘛!确可恶的, 还到处说那谁谁谁没来帮你!

你一定要在很多人把水帮你熄灭火,你才会去拿一杯水来吗?

不放火不就行了?

我懦弱

你要做自己！
我知道，我也想！可是，那有这么容易啊？
我要是真的都把心底话，在想说时就说出口，我想，恨我的人应该会比现在还多吧！

做你想做的，不是被规定必须做的。
生在这个世俗的世界，就被规定要做世俗的事、世俗的判断，怎由得你想做就做啊？
今天我觉得很热又很郁闷，我就当街脱衣服、大声地把我心中的闷气喊出来！你说你最后会在哪里再见到我？？是监狱还是精神病院？
我不想做功课，但是我老师要我交上。我能不做吗？
我被要求写一篇散文，我不太想些，我想画图。然后把图画交上给他，行吗？
我明明就恨死他，恨不得一刀捅死他。我就把刀捅过去哦？我最后还不是跟他笑了笑，当着我没有这个念头。

如果你现在觉得我很虚伪，你别接着念了。我和你不同卦的。

当你用你的尺来量别人，你是否也用这一把尺来量你自己？
而你的尺又和别人的想不相同？
我诚实过了头，不想当世俗人，却不能不配合着世俗的世界。配合了，心里又不舒服，特来抒发。

我特欣赏那些用勇气来反传统的人，因为我没有。虽然心有不忿，就没那个胆说出来。
我特看贬那些敢说敢做不敢当的人，所以我尽量避免。虽然有时人算不如天算，但是难免会觉得遗憾。

我一般不会做第一人，我不知道在前面等着我的是什么。我不喜欢这种不踏实感。所以，我多数的事情都先RE 过。

还有，我最讨厌凡事想自以为是、自以为自己是完美的化身、自以为自己在伸张公义、凡事想插上一脚的，使得我眼睛和胃都抽经了。因为白眼翻得太厉害、呕得太久。

抓耙仔/反骨仔

今天偶然间想起这件事。

在N年前，某“集团”提拔了一位他们认为很有潜力的新人。
所谓的提拔，也不过是让他在一个很有经验的团队里工作。
所以，该位新人选择了跳槽到敌对公司。

事情发生在那过后，“集团”的董事们，纷纷都以非常厌恶的口吻说他是抓耙仔/反骨仔。
我则为这些董事们得不懂事感到难过。

当别人跳槽到你的集团时，他同时也是他前公司的抓耙仔/反骨仔。你们怎么那么喜欢他，还为他开了一个迎新大会呢！
你们有没有想过，他是为什么跳槽的？

人都有选择的机会。
还有，你没听过东家不打打西家吗？

不好意思，本人在其“集团”又太多的不愉快经验，所以包含了一些个人意见。
不过，该“集团”的董事们，多是自以为是，固步自封，闭门造车，自打嘴巴，自我中心，唯我独尊......

Happy But Sad

Happy bcoz i downloaded a lot of nice songs............. hahaha sooooooooo happy

Sad:
1. Slow Slow line
2. uncompleted homework
3. unrevised topics, exam soon
4. sighing life

overall is Happy but sad........

Better to be happy, but really can't overcome sadness..................

不做伪君子，来当真小人

第一章：钱

哎呀，你怎么可以这样，为了钱，竟然去做这样的工作。
什么和什么嘛！当waiter哪里犯着你啦？
那不是正当的工作吗？
而且，那意见多多的阔太，还不是靠老公，有什么了不起！
少在那里自命清高了。

咳哟，你怎么可以那么爱钱？
就连说话也毫不掩饰。
拜托，你没听过“钱不是万能，没有钱却万万不能”吗？
还有，钱不是拿来爱的，是拿来花的。
你真得那么讨厌钱，远离他啊！
像我讨厌香烟一样！

第二章：面子

你这个笨蛋，这么容易都不会！
骂人之前，你最好想清楚，自己有没有资格骂！
都给你骂笨蛋了，还能聪明到哪里去？
没听过长期催眠吗？

滚！！！！

生气！生气！生气！

这首歌写得太棒了！唱得人也很棒噎！
如果换成别人来唱，效果会差很多！

每当我很生气的时候，就听这首歌。

所以这首歌荣居我手机和mp3最久的歌。

听了好像气都消了一半！
太棒了！！！！！

有两个版本的mv，可是第二个有一点瑕疵。
我找了几个都是这样。

凡看到的，真的要开来听一下！

强力推荐！！！！！
梁漢文 + 楊千嬅 - 滾

SAND

Most of the things in the world is just like sand.
The harder you try to grab it, the faster it flows aways from your hand.

在世上，很多事情就像沙一样。
你抓的越紧，它流的越快。

I want to marry a BO guy.

What is BO?
Its blood group la.
cause i am AO ma, if my children's father has a BO blood gp.
I am most likely to have all blood gps between my kids: AB, A, B, and O.....
hahaha.

but where got people want to marry just to produce a family with different blood gp le.
and different blood gp means it is harder to to look for similar "parts" when u need, including bone marrow, pancrease, and others le.

Once again, i end with HAih!

对不起，我做不到

当一个人用自己的一套想法，强硬的家在别人身上时，是否会让你觉得不舒服？

我身旁就有这样的一个人，傻得可怜，真得可爱。

可惜，他的想法当中，十个有九个和我的理念相冲。
而且他是一个可以为了个人利益，向钱、权、人和其利用价值而不择手段的人。

我的形容词是很贴切的哦！
他竟然不懂得掩饰自己的企图心，就这样坦荡荡的表现出来。
当别人用试探性的话语时，他竟然毫不犹豫的认为人家在说他并作回应。

很多人多要我容忍他，可是我做不到。
这么大的一个人，还做这样多幼稚的事情。这么不负责任，这么大小姐/少爷脾气（因为我不想让你猜中）......

Surprise!

Tell me one good news and 1 bad news.

Lets have the bad news first.
I fail my maths T. 33 marks.
Actually i can do, but some copy wrong question, some copy wrong figure from the calculator. Padan muka saya.
If i didn't make this mistake, i at least will past.

PA: I only get 64 marks la. the kes ragut 1, i only get 2 marks la. sob.

Good news.
maths T: i am the 2nd highest in the class gok. dunno should happy o sad... lalala

PA: i gt 14 marks out of 15 for my pie chart.

and jaron say i am 1 of the 3 to pass chem in class......hope he won't let me happy kosong. lol, i usually have high hope for chem le. but i dunno what happen to me this time le.

Bio, it is the only ok paper for me in this UB1 la. at least i know what thw ques is asking about. but who knows? We always have a surprising result for bio. Much more better than what u expect or worse.....

I make my class sound very weak hoh?
haih, i .........(speechless)

No title

Recently, i have a bad habit.
I like to do sth stupid.

I always like to "scare" people, but no 1 is scared.
I think someone is going to have eye cramp. cause bai yan flip too much ma.
only william smile nia..... but not scared also. haih........

test start tommorrow. wish me good luck la...... my integration, differential eqn, ionic equilibrium and photosynthesis la.
i still dunno wat happen.

haih, wish me good luck.......

Stupid me.........

U know what happen today?

I was in the car waiting la.
Then, i saw the cigarette lighter ( the 1 in the car taht type).
I wonder hw it work. so i push it lo

at ther some time, i take it out lo........

Here comes the most stupid thing, i touched with my bare hand!

Of course i gt burned la~

The part that "heated" by the lighter...... become white colour....
lalala.... ur skin at the finger part also will turn white. Then baru gt blister......

Hhahaha..... i gt a cresent shape blister......

lalala.... stupid hoh?